MAIDEN POSTING

Akhirnya, akhirnya, akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

kesampean juga gue punya blog untuk dinodai dengan uneg2 gue

*mengepalkan tinju ke udara*

gue emang pernah punya blog sebelom ini, tapi...

kandas dengan sukses di postingan pertama.

Isinya curhatan labil gue, tentang gimana gue kepincut sama satu cowok yang namanya pun gue nggak tau.

Dan gue bikin blog yang lalu pun tujuannya biar bisa memantau postingan cowok itu (iya, waktu itu lagi freak-freaknya)

Nah, kalo blog yang lalu bisa ada gara2 gue termotivasi sama seseorang,

maka blog ini bisa ada karena seseorang pengen memotivasi gue.

Yes, this blog is a gift,

and the giver is someone whose existence I hardly could ignore

HALAH RIBET AMAT bahasa gue

and the giver is someone who happens to be so important for me.

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I observe, a lot. I criticize, a lot.

But sadly never had the chance telling people what I thought, what I saw, or end up not well delivered.

Yes, I'm suck at expressing thoughts through speeches. It usually turns out awfully structured. Which in result, anyone hardly gets what I mean.

Then I concluded I'd be better in expressing thoughts through writings.

I've been telling myself several times,

"Make yourself a blog, make yourself a blog... then write."

"Yes, I need it and I will."

"When?"

"Ugh...Tonight? Tomorrow? The day after tomorrow? Idk, I just don't have time"

Procrastinating. Giving excuses.

Typically what I did if I had to take first steps.

Well, first step of everything has always been the hardest. (ck, another excuse)

And then all of sudden (not exactly all of sudden, since there was an incident --> to be told on later posts! haha),

this particular person had willingly made this blog for me,

kindly decorated it for me,

for the sake of my writings.

You could say this is the simplest gift someone ever give,

I would say this is the best gift I've ever received.

I'm not exaggerating or else,

this is the first time (as long as I could recall) someone gave me exactly what I need.

You may think, if it's just making blog, I could've done it by myself and it is not that complicated.

True. But there is difference between walking into struggle on your own, and walking into it with someone who takes a step ahead you first then take your hand and say, "hey it's okay, it's safe here. I'm with you anyway"

Okay, maybe too much for dramatizing, but kinda same thing applies here.

Also, since this blog is a gift, it kinda motivates me more in some ways, more than if I made it myself. Because then I have more willingness to write, in order not to disappoint the giver.

Therefore, dear particular person, thank you

for those critics,

for keep reminding me,

for your patience in motivating me who keeps procrastinating,

for making me take my first step and making it a lot easier for me to start.

Thank you.

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Nggak, gue nggak bakal describe soal 'particular person' ini di posting pertama, biar seru bersambung-sambung kayak sinetron indosiar (apa coba...)

Gue saaaangaatt berharap-harap cemas blog ini nggak berakhir seperti pendahulunya,
yang sekarang terbuang dan terbengkalai,
dipandang pun sudah tak pernah.
Kasian dia...

Semoga yang ini nggak bernasib sama.

Sekian,

postingan pertama dari beribu-ribu yang akan datang.